Too much to absorb with too little time, this is not some literacy subject where you have 10 years of english to fall back on. This is so hard or maybe I’m just getting old, I’m so pissed off with Java Enterprise programming, I just do not seem to be able to absorb it into my mind, I’m going nuts, hyper stressed and getting all so pissed off with this shit! I’m really lost and it did not turn out to be something that was really worth the bet. Still thinking it would be easily acheievable, I’m on my 1st assignment and the stress is creeping up onto me. Everything just does not seem to be working for me and I’m just cramming tons and tons of illogical gibberish and codes into my mind. Breaks are no longer enjoyable and I every minute I have I’m thinking about the J2EE assignment. Is it that hard? Well it is for me and I’m in awe when I see my ex collegues programming this intereface and producing a commerical program. Sometimes I’m just at an end and I dunno what else to do. Well God I just pray for guidance in this time and I’m really in a loss. Argh please please please, lift me up from my mistake. I’m gonna steer clear of difficult stuff until I’m absolutely ready~ but for now. I’ll just try and God be my strength.
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