It’s been a crazy few weeks for me. I think the reason being I’m being left to fend for myself and make decisions and be responsible for my actions as how it would indirectly affect the company I am working for and at the same time my reputation.
I do feel the lack of experience and the need for me to catch up with what the company is doing is a constant struggle. I always feel that need to leave everything and run away to somewhere, some place where I can take rest. I definitely know it’s not possible to find peace by myself but sometimes I just feel so inadequate to face up to God.
I feel the need to escape and run away, I’m feeling down and out. I just need to press on, one step at a time.
