Started on my training, I’m getting old. It’s harder to pick myself up regardless of my condition and put on those blue running shoes and get on the road to do a run. It’s R-Day + 9 and arriving at the 2nd day of the 2nd week. Still struggling to push furthur. But hey it took me months to get to where I was, and years to gain back. So I’m gonna motivate myself on that note. It’s not going to be an easy task I have to admit. Having to juggle work, studies and weariness all crashing down at the same time is making me break but I think it’s for the better. To excel is what I should be looking for, I pray for strength to carry on each day.
Had this sinking feeling today, felt so horrible as we were about to leave the company for a night out at Chinatown, my tummy suddenly did not want to coporate with me. It just went kaput and I visited the toilet for 3 times before leaving for Chinatown and it was still in a crap state when we reached the makan place. Felt so bad, I could not eat, smelling the food made it worse. It only settled when we were about to go back. What the heck! Damn it, skipped dinner so typing this out now. Anyway I’ve still got my assignment which I’ve hardly started and my exams are around the corner. Need to get back on track, those who know me please keep me in prayer. I need discipline in my life, so those around please do encourage me if possible.
Next week gonna start on the long track. I wonder if I can make it? Hai~ 5 more days to the truth. Ganbatte!
