I’m starting to feel that I’m a very angry person, maybe it’s accumulated hate or anger that is all boiling inside of me just waiting for the right moment to be released unto innocent by standers. I’m just constantly hating stuff in life which is not a good thing.
I just like to be cheesed off at people, a person who took the last serving to Kway Teow at my regular hawker, the lady who refused to walk up the escalator during the rush hour traffic. The people who refuse to move into the carriage when there are people who want to get into the train. So in my mind I’m just unhappy and constantly “cursing” those people. I think that sucks, sigh.
I just want to be happy and hope I can do something about the noises in my head. Break free from all the bad things, the nonsense in my mind. I want to clear things up, get rid of stuff love those around me. Meet up to expectations, do well where I am, achieve something in life.
Sigh the pressure is up, and my enthusiasm is down, I need to recharge, refresh and make a rush to build my future. I just pray that I’ll follow God’s way in this journey, it’s been a rough ride and life is only going to get rougher.
Lets hope that I’ll stop hating and start loving. 
