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I hope this lasts for a week. If not I’ll probably stone once again, when people are around I need to find the energy to push through the day. When people are not I’ll just sit and find some way to have fun, oh work and the insecurities of the future are bogging me down.

How? I’m not doing the stuff that I want to do in life… YET.

One more day, new set of issues, new visions and new goals. Life can just be so melancholic.

It’s been a crazy few weeks for me. I think the reason being I’m being left to fend for myself and make decisions and be responsible for my actions as how it would indirectly affect the company I am working for and at the same time my reputation.

I do feel the lack of experience and the need for me to catch up with what the company is doing is a constant struggle. I always feel that need to leave everything and run away to somewhere, some place where I can take rest. I definitely know it’s not possible to find peace by myself but sometimes I just feel so inadequate to face up to God.

I feel the need to escape and run away, I’m feeling down and out. I just need to press on, one step at a time.